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  1. You trying to WORK for my support
  2. James Dean reborn in CGI for Vietnam War drama

    Them rebooting souls, I have to yell. River Phoenix about to be cast in the remake of Twilight
  3. Apple TV+ shows premiere to lukewarm reviews

    Jennifer Aniston using Apple money to fund that bomb she planted, it's not Angelegend's fault this flopped.
  4. don't come for me ho, I'm not reading the thread and was called here to help
  5. Kairi since she needs the support.
  6. Two Face is coming soon @Eric     Roy family is from the HBO show Succession btw, but there's a rumor that it's Matthew McConaughey and noted insider who called Robert Pattinson for Batman has fueled it      
  7. Source   OOPS, Daddy Farrell's sexy ass, this movie keeps WINNING  
  8. Scarlett Bordeaux among New PC Recruits

    PERIOD, the next top HB fanbase?  
  9. Scarlett Bordeaux among New PC Recruits

    and you'll be out again even sooner, Carmite teas!
  10. Scarlett Bordeaux among New PC Recruits

    Shotzi and Scarlett giving what I want, this is for us too @Dante., women's wrestling is saved  
  11. Scarlett Bordeaux among New PC Recruits

    IT'S A WRAP   @Cooksie and I are the leaders of the Scarlegend tribe for speaking this into existence for years, so don't try anything!
  12. Bomb found on ‘The Eternals’ set

    Jennifer Aniston is so bothered!
  13. WWE Raw | Official Chat Thread

    ??? I need context, was this a title match or?  
  14. WWE Raw | Official Chat Thread

    So what's the tea? 
  15. Zeus, King of Gods

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  16. Me. I Am Mariah...

    Thank you Boris my love, this means a lot  . I miss you around, but I'm so happy you've ventured out into the news site world and I too can't wait to see what the future holds. I know you'll kill it with all your knowledge of women's wrestling. The 2020s, we're COMING  
  17. Me. I Am Mariah...

    This is a deeply personal open letter to all the Heartbreakers, and may contain some triggers due to notes about mental health, depression and allusions to self-harm. So as I've told some of you who I'm close with already, which has been hard as fuck, I've been harboring a really personal secret from all of you, and I feel like it contradicts the raw honesty/transparency I claim to give all of you. Truth is I haven't been honest. So to condense it down to one sentence: I'm a trans woman of color, Jamaican with Indian down the line through my mother. To give a bit of insight on why I was dishonest about my identity, this whole process the last decade has been a journey. Basically I grew up in the thick of the hood life, with my mother in and out my life because she'd done some things when she was young and it caught up to her, my wild ass siblings and my Jamaican dad (if you know you know). But while this was happening, I also went to school with upper middle class white kids where my maternal grandmother was living. So throughout my childhood and adolescence, I developed severe self-hatred, resentment for my community and deep depression because whether it was on one side or the other, with family or with strangers, I was harassed and assaulted physically, mentally and verbally. Then after I finished navigating high school, I discovered the world of online communities and crafted this image of who the self-hating me always wanted to be; what the media/my daily social surroundings told me was aspirational and impenetrable. I in no way could have predicted that I'd start running an online community and be put on this pedestal by people who shared similar lives to the one I hid away/aimed to escape from, so I eventually found comfort and safety in what I built, kinda like building a castle away from everything I faced internally and externally. As time went on, I discovered more about myself, did research, met new people, started experimenting with drag and cross dressing, and realized that I'm absolutely the woman I always believed myself to be (as a kid, I always dressed up/wanted to dress up as a girl, and in grade school I always, in my mind, rationalized gender separation in games, lines, bathrooms, etc. as something like a government mandated code we were all given with me happening to be stuck with a bunch of boys lol). I also reconnected with a few black friends from high school that showed me love and support through the process, and caused me to lose my resentment I had for the community that I felt tortured by. I think that's when I allowed the cracks in my mask start to show before everyone. Then everything spiraled in 2017 when I lost my house, my uncle who was one of the people in my family to love me no matter what, and I lost a significant relationship with a boy over my identity. I fell into an even deeper depression and even contemplated attempting the darkest of things that goes with detailing. But thankfully, after some time and reflection, I came out the other side happier, healthier, and proud of my blackness and trans womanhood. But I struggled really coming forward with the truth to everyone since, again, I built myself up to be this maternal, symbol of confidence and grace and I didn't want to betray anyone's trust in me. In short, I was terrified. But I'm at the point in my life where I'm done using this as an escape and I'm ready to build the bridge between my reality and this one, and just show you who I really am. I'd like to personally thank all my closest friends on here who have been nothing but loving and supportive through all of this, and I'd especially like to say thank you so much to my trans sister @Rainbow Heart for always being so brave in the face of all the intolerance/insensitivity and never faltering in fighting for our acceptance and equality. Thank you for leading the way for me and for countless others to come within this community. You've moved me, you've inspired me, and I love you to death. I'm so happy neither of us have to feel alone anymore. But anyway, that's my story, so please be kind and respectful. For your sake of course! On the real though, if any of you are battling anything I hope you find some kinda comfort or solace with someone on here because I feel like we're all one big chosen family who are often going through the exact same issues. There's absolutely no shame in finding an outlet online within a community. The keyword here is empathy. Amidst the kiis and dragging on Heartbreakers, have empathy for everyone from here forward. Stay blessed, always x.  
  18. Reporting Errors

    Sorry about that, I was just playing around and trying to test that out since the response I've been getting for months is that new design hasn't adapted well to mobile, and lowkey it's affecting traffic I've noticed. Do you find it easier or harder to navigate that way?
  19. TBH I was intrigued by the trailers, but not enough to get me in the theater, lol womp womp
  20. Hemorrhage

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  21. get him, I ain't ever see him in the KO result threads anymore, but he's hooting and hollering just cos!
  22. Broccolie knew when to hang it up, then came back for a victory lap (we'll ignore her missteps), Alicia there ten years but her TV time adds up to five!