Hey Everyone reading this . First and foremost just want to thank Mariah for allowing me to do this , I’m not asking for forgiveness as I know I am a fuck up but after what occurred today I feel the need to do this so I can feel fully happy with myself and free.
I want to sincerely from the bottom of my heart apologize to every single person in this forum for my ignorant racist comments I’ve made whether it was from old tweets or in here . I am truly sorry. I dont expect to be accepted back here which I understand fully. Who I was before and who I am now are two different people . Today I fully came out publicly on all social media thanks to a certain movie. It inspired me to be strong , and pursue challenges in my life . After I came out I felt like I needed to do this . I said “ I hid my phone when I saw a black person came inside the train” and I know that was so ignorant and racist and I regret ever doing that because I too now experienced what it’s like to be judged based of skin color. I am not racists , younger me thought oh everyone makes fun of Asians , whites , Latinos , blacks so why not tweet funny stuff ? But now I know my actions are unacceptable and I regret ever thinking the way I did . Here in my city there’s been times where people get robbed on trains and I was truly scared it would happen to me and that is why those comments were made . Unacceptable . I’ve made comments on twitter about Asians and that is now who I am or want to be known as. I Believee I have grown as a human being and I wish to become a greater version of myself. I love and reap cut everyone equally and I know some might still hate me for my comments and I accept that. I am not looking to just come back and act like everything is ok cause what has been said has been said . If I ever offended anyone in any way I am sorry. I am sorry for being a messy thirst , I am sorry for making racists comments towards any race . I am sorry for insulting Mariah out of anger , I am sorry for insulting anyone I’ve ever insulted on here . I am entering a new chapter in my life and whether I get hate for this at least I got closure and hope you guys understand that I am truly sorry and regret my racist comments. I’m not great with words , if something comes out the wron way please let me know so I can explain . This blog comes from the bottom of my heart. This forum made me feel like I could be who I want and I fet good enough to thirst over wrestlers and to just be who I’ve always wanted to be and that’s a normal gay man who’s accepted by everyone and I might not get accepted back into this forum but at least I tried and I deserved all the hate I got or will still get . To everyone reading this , I am sorry
thank you .