Nikki1030

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  1. I'm back! Give me hugs! I'm a survivor!

    Thank you so much sis! <3 <3 <3
  2. Hey girls! Okay, usually I wouldn't make a post like this, but I've had a little gin and I'm feeling good. I joined back in May and made several posts my first day that really tapped into my love of pro wrestling and femininity. After that first day though, I was kind of gone. The fact is, I was raped by a man back in July 2012 (long ass time ago, certainly). It wasn't until a therapist called it "rape" that I sort of freaked out and lost my mind. I wasn't attacked or anything physically, I was just pressured by someone after I had said no - I was 21, the criminal was 37. Most people don't assume I'm gay/bisexual, and certainly not that I'm "non-binary." They just figure I'm a goofy cishet nerd who loves wrestling and history. I dated a girl from 2015-2016, so no one really wonders anything. But, there is an LGBT movement, ya know? If I did come out, I'd have something to go off of. But, I'm a fucking "adult maleย freeze rape" survivor, something there is no movement for. How am I supposed to know for sure that people will accept me? I THINK they will, but I can't know for sure. There is a lot of rape in the LGBT community (unlike homophobes, I realize that that the victims are LGBT too, and that admitting sexual violence exists in a community does not mean homophobia is justified). Fuck rapists! Fuck Cosby, Woody Allen, Spacey, whoever else. Anyway, I went into therapy and it helped me a lot. I realize now that it doesn't matter if there's a "movement" for my situation is not. Real friends and supporters will stand by me! Give me your words of love! 155 kisses! -Miss Nikki <3 <3
  3. Not Suitable For Workplace Stories (Keep It CUTE)

    You gotta get that D girl, whether it's fake or not. :p
  4. Sunny is interesting. She definitely seems like a pretty "live for the moment" bitch - not sure how nostalgic she is, or if she spends much time reflecting on the past. So, if she gets forgotten, I bet she won't care.
  5. Emma injured...again

    Bitch is more injury prone than Kevin Nash. Get well soon, queen.ย 
  6. Lingerie

    Let's just say a Trump rally wouldn't be a safe space for me.
  7. Lingerie

    Fuck, and I'm Jewish - me in my lingerie, her in her traditional outfit...if we worked through our philosophical disagreements we'd haveย some Peace in the Middle East shit going.
  8. Random Thoughts

    Anyone here a Pokemon enthusiast?
  9. Random Thoughts

    Bitch is a fucking queen! <3 <3
  10. Random Thoughts

    I guess I'm kind of posting like crazy for my first day, haha...anyone here ever follow the HIV/AIDS activism of the '80s/'90s known as ACT UP? There are aย few documentaries available on YouTube, Larry Kramer was one of the top guys, as well as artist Keith Haring, Michael Callen, and others. They did a lot of marching and activism due to the Reagan Administration refusing to take action as far as the plague was concerned. Countless died, especially from 1981-1996.ย A few good movies were made around this time about the subject as well, includingย And the Band Played On with Ian McKellan and Philadelphia starring Tom Hanks. Interesting stuff if you get a chance to read up on it.
  11. Lingerie

    You bitches are mean as fuck hahahah, I love it here already. <3
  12. I guess I'm kind of posting like crazy for my first day, haha...anyone here ever follow the HIV/AIDS activism of the '80s/'90s known as ACT UP? There are aย few documentaries available on YouTube, Larry Kramer was one of the top guys, as well as artist Keith Haring, Michael Callen, and others. They did a lot of marching and activism due to the Reagan Administration refusing to take action as far as the plague was concerned. Countless died, especially from 1981-1996.ย A few good movies were made around this time about the subject as well, includingย And the Band Played On with Ian McKellan and Philadelphia starring Tom Hanks. Interesting stuff if you get a chance to read up on it.
  13. Nikki has arrived!

    Thanks sis!
  14. Lingerie

    Hopefully this is an okay topic to discuss...where's everyone's favorite place to shop? I have a few, but Victoria's Secret is my go-to. I'm trans, but so far no harassment in my experiences. I guess things really are "progressive" now, or maybe I just live in a liberal area. I suppose I'd be considered "passable."
  15. Kaitlyn

    Probably would say when she beat Eve for the Divas' Title. That was a good night. Sorry about the confusion with the thread queens, didn't know yet about the superstar threads. <3